Slowly slipped into productive mod and started clearing up the tasks from my list.
Seems that this med is here to stay. At least for now.
I am a bit concerned about the weekend with no meds.
Last time it was like this:
I had a great first day, normal in any way.
On a second day I got weird mood where I snap on every small thing. Mostly at my kids which supply many opportunities for frustration and irritation but I had responses that went too far. Like being angry on small stuff and reacting with raised voice, completely confusing the kids about the non proportional response.
I was ashamed of myself and felt bad and depressed about the whole situation.
Hopefully this will not happen this week. I think this time it might be different because on Concerta i had no rebound for the whole time so it might continue into long game too and I wold not have the same problems this weekend.
Overall for now the med is working steadily seems that this day will be completely fine.
2 hours before the meds should stop working I got a sudden adrenaline rush. So fat it lasts almost half an hour.
Not sure if this is a direct response to Concerta or is it because I tried recording a video for work with me talking.
Usually I have no problem with presentations and I'm quite fluid.
As a side note - I haven't slept well for 3 days, maybe its not a good idea mixing stimulants that make you feel ok when you should be tired but what can I do really.
Hopefully this will not happen again.
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